dream within'

Moving !

2009-11-09T17:43:00.004+08:00

I've finally got my blog done !

estherquah.blogspot.com

See you there :)

much love ♥

2009-11-02T11:15:00.003+08:00

hello readers !

i would like to say thankyou (:

ohh ohh, i've created a blog of my own.
drop me a msg at chatbox for relinking.
will do the relink thing soon after i settle down.
thankyou.

this blog i guess will be leave to rot, and esther too will be creating a new blog.
be back shortly for her link. much love!
will explain things soon ! i've no time for now, ciao readers !

lots of love,
xx

happy birthday twin ♥

2009-11-01T13:47:00.002+08:00

happy birthday jeeyan :D

know her since the beginnning of the year when she first came to 4SC3 and sat with me. lol
*skip skip skip*

maybe we're from the same horoscope and our birthday is just few hours apart, lol
so we have lots of similarities and this girl just understand how exactly i feels. <3

teehee. enjoy ya big day (: stay sweet and pretty girl
you're a year older now, do not slack so much already ! lol

will hand you your prezzie on saturday when ya having your party !
not gonna give it to you earlier :p

this is the only picture i found taken with you x=
i know i know, we have the just-woke-up look. lol

LOTS OF LOVE,
xuegie

baby, i'm down ♥

2009-10-30T15:14:00.005+08:00

baby, are you down down down down down
down down
even if the sky is falling down
down down

there'll be scar ♥

2009-10-30T13:36:00.004+08:00

i sensed something went wrong but i couldn't figure out what is it .
and i predicted something will happen and i don't want it to happen .

i dont know where will this lead to,
but i just dont want the screwed up past to repeat again.

-

all thanks to W, i've something epic to share .
clickhere hmm, i shall name it mr. spoony !

it's not over ♥

2009-10-29T21:31:00.006+08:00

hello love !

it's been a longg time since i touch my lappie. whee, whut an achievement (:
it really feels like exam sudah over -like what esther said.
and i practically spent my whole 4periods at school chatting -.- so productive!

i bet all the form4s are still complaining about the sudden change of exam schedule . our exam should be ended on the 5th but extended till 13th. the pros of it is we'll have more time studying for each paper (but most of the remaining papers are paper1 which require your tembak skill. lol)
and heck, the last day of exam, 13th is PJK paper and its at 11.25PM ! wtf stupid school

hmm, after an hour of thinking, i still couldn't make up my mind where to have the dinner . making decisions is like harder than my chemistry paper -.-

i realise i'd been crapping a lot and making my own assumptions and theories at my paper3ss lol. okay, last paper3 tmr . till here! toodles!

7 miserable days ; 10 papers left
& 15 papers down :D

I adore you

2009-10-29T15:25:00.002+08:00

Chilling now on the sofa taking my sweet time checking mails and all .
It feels like my exams is already over -_- .

Those sleepless nights have been killing me . Imagine sleeping at 11/12am and waking up at 2/3am .
I have been doing this for more than a week and it finally affected me today . When i was trying to stand up and my right leg had no strength . Plus , i kept on dozing off when i'm reading chemistry .
Until it was 5 am and it hit me that i haven't revise yet . Oh well , guess i'll be doing the same thing again today .

Might be starting earlier so that i can sleep early , hehe .
Thanks for those that accompanied me . Sad to say that i'll be doing this for another 2 weeks .
So much for planning what i want to do after exams , now they extended the exams . Sigh .

Futhermore , i'm still thinking whether to go for prom or not , whether to get that dress that i saw last last week and also whether to go for dancing this saturday . Decisions :(
I hate making decisions . Sigh .

Let problems resolve by themselves . I can't force them to remember , can i ? At least we're still friends . :)
Lesson of the day , if you can't take jokes , don't start one . Trust me . Oh , i meant , believe me . Just kidding :)
Going to take a nap now and wake up later to study for chemistry paper 3 .

♥

2009-10-24T14:05:00.008+08:00

it all happens in ONE NIGHT .
when i finally woke up from my long beauty sleep, my long hair got cut..
i repeat, my LONG hair got CUT ! & it is effing SHORT !!
and i've got totally NO IDEA which culprit did it -.- grrr

after these years, i finally know how do i look in short hair for once.

and all thanks to it, my day started on pretty well .
what a nightmare .

♥

2009-10-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

Turning into : TANK - 如果我變成回憶

xuegietee needs to stop playing TapTap Revenge and other games.
xuegietee needs to watch lesser teevee.
xuegietee needs to get her retainer on sunday.
xuegietee needs to stay home more and concentrate more on her studies.
xuegietee needs to do some reading NOW and off to study and bed later on.

& xuegietee is so going to smack herself if she could not score a satisfying marks for her history and physics .

till here,
xx

It doesn't disturb me

2009-10-12T15:10:00.003+08:00

I still don't know how i ended up sleeping on the sofa when i remember sleeping on the bed . Damn .
I shouldn't have slept at 6am . Hahaha .
Well , at least i was studying while watching show of course .
But i kept on thinking how i really ended up sleeping on the sofa -_- .

Well , the new season of Gossip Girl is out . I love Chuck Bass !
More dramas and Hilary Duff is in the movie too .
Its a must watch !

Currently i'm planning on buying a camera , i'm still stuck deciding which to buy .
Should i buy the Canon IXUS 100 IS or Canon IXUS 120 IS ?
Help meeee !

There are 2 important birthday coming , still planning on what to buy though . Hahaha .
Give me some time kay ? =]

Yes yes , i know my post is very random . Haha .
I know i jump here and there .

I don't mind even a bit .
I'm more than over .
Things are just getting awkward .
I guess i've lost my spot in the hearts of each of you .
A little left out .
But , i can't expect much , we're in a different world .

determination ♥

2009-10-10T22:27:00.008+08:00

Turning into : Boys Like Girls ft Taylor Swift - Two is Better Than One

i'm sorry for how things are going lately with my mood swings and kinda stressed up when it comes to studies as my finals is just around the corner.
i'm pretty sure things will work out and go on fine again sooner or later .

and i'm sorry readers for not having materials to blog about for the past weeks -or i did have ><

whatever it is, i am not going to complain about me worrying about my finals anymore when i did not spend time revising my subjects at all .

i do believe, success comes from hard work .
despite i never practice it but the happy-go-lucky thing just wont work all the time i know.. what you should is just spend a lil time and concentrate on it (:

i do understand the theory now but i guess plain saying has no point.
actions like less slacking, less online, attend tuition, more revising should always be practiced . i can't gurantee i can do it but it won't harm trying your best to do it and you should try to !

this post did motivate me to get serious on my studies so i hope it will help you too.
and i'm sorry if i sound so serious suddenly. lol
time to kill lazy cells ! ciao

Take Care & All The Best !
xx

♥

Change of plans

2009-10-10T18:46:00.003+08:00

Just got back from the ' Lelong Lelong Marketplace #2 Bazaar ' , it is held in Asia Cafe .
Lots of clothes sold there , not bad though .
I finally got to see those clothes that i have been eyeing on the net .
Well , one word , dissapointment . I guess they look good in pictures but not in real life .
The quality is a very big difference . So yea , especially those clothes where u see those pretty girls modelling for it . Hahaha .

What i bought ?

A pouch or whatever u call it , just a small sling bag .
A bag that is suppose to be my pencil box
Earrings
A dress that i have been interested . ( not really me though )

Actually there was another dress that i saw , but then , i don't have the money to buy it .
Sigh , wasted man , maybe when i have money , i'll buy it online . Hehehe .
To those that wants to go for the bazaar , tomorrow is the last day . Don't miss it =]

I just spent minutes reading my old post , man , i've gotta say , i've changed -_- .
And its not good . Hahaha . I much more , erm , how do you say it , not human ?
I have no more feelings already , damn damn .
What happened to me -_- . I dont likeee !
Anyway , exams for form 4 are coming , spm too .
Study hard and good luck friends =] .
Those that wants to study together , just give me a ring .
I'll be there . Hehehe .
I help you , you help me , right ?

Help me find myself like how I found you ♥

2009-10-09T23:38:00.004+08:00

Greetings to whoever that is reading this post .
I was just feeling bored and lazy to study .
Plus , i havent edit my EST presentation , is it possible that i can do it after exams ?

Anyway , what i have been doing for the whole day ?
I have been day dreaming , more like planning on what to do after exams , shhh .

I suddenly feel like doing things that i've never done before .
There isn't much time left , hahaha .

I know i know , i'm crapping tooo much .
The only reason why i'm writing this post is because i got nothing to do .
Well its better than reading those emo-like-poem post right ?
I don't update much , so to keep updated .

Follow me on twitter and facebook . =]
I'm much more active there . Hehehe .

Friends , please entertain me .
Strangers are welcome too . Hahaha .

with me ♥

2009-10-09T15:28:00.004+08:00

Turning into : Sum 41- With Me

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know
'Cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
That I won't let go

<333

♥

not so lovey ♥

2009-09-29T21:51:00.009+08:00

imagine,
10 subjects ; 21 papers in three weeks time

physics ; 5 chapters
chemistry ; 9 chapters
biology ; 9 chapters
add maths ; 11 chapters
maths ; 11 chapters
history ; 10 chapters
= 55 chapters

55 chapters in 3weeks times.
hmm, possible?

not to forget other subjects too .

proper updates soooooon i promise !
& Interact Installation 09/10 tomorrow !

♥

against yourself ♥

2009-09-26T22:33:00.005+08:00

I think i'm fallin for you <3

2009-09-25T16:33:00.005+08:00

Friday , 18th of september

Went to KLIA again . This time its Ernest's turn . Haha .
Met a long lost friend there , but didn't had the chance to talk to him =( .

Sunday , 20th of September

Went to Sunway Lagoon with Jo Ee and her family . Overall it was okay . But the highlight of the day was body surfing .
We have been talking about how much we miss it . It is tiring but its really fun .
Now only i realised that not many people know about this sport . Haha .
So now you know . =]
Sadly , there were no pictures . Hehe .
My baby's camera broke down .

Monday , 21st of September

Thought of staying at home but in the end i got bored so i gave Jo Ee a call .
Then it was off to karaoke session in car4 . It was my first time going there though . The songs there were kinda old but then its quite cheap though .
After that i went to Jo Ee's house since i had nothing to do .
Then i went yam cha with Eason , Sonia and Michelle .

Tuesday and Thursday

Went to pasar malam and then went yam cha again . I realised that i have been going yam cha too much . zzz
Damn lifeless wei .

Friday

Woke up at around 2 something . Then Around 3 Jordan called , asking me to go midvalley . Since i had nothing to do , so i went there .
Hang out and chat with him , hahaha . Then after that Fai came and fetch me back .
Went home to change and off to pasar malam .
Then it was yam cha again with Lun , Hou , Fong , Fai and Jo Ee .
My whole holiday sounds very lifeless . I skipped some of the days cause those were the days that i stayed home .
Oh oh , but i came home early today . Improvement . Hahaha .

I feel like i'm getting worst day by day . Cannot !!

I dont want . =(

Friends , don't lose hope on me . =]

Change change . Hehehe .

Guide me kay ? :)

♥ Esther

you are my sunshine ♥

2009-09-22T22:12:00.006+08:00

taken at Hot Spring, Sg Klah ; slightly edited

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you made me happy when skies are gray
you'll never know dear, how much i love you
please don't take my sunshine away (:

xx

♥

2009-09-21T00:16:00.003+08:00

forrkkkk, i don't wanna leave any steps away from KL tmr ! ):
so shity ! grrrr *geram geram*

Random

2009-09-20T23:58:00.002+08:00

' Giving you a lighter doesn't mean encouraging you to smoke , giving you a condom doesn't mean asking you to use it '

Quoted by Fong to Fai .

There goes another blue moon before we meet again . Hahaha .

♥ Esther

♥

2009-09-19T22:14:00.001+08:00

screw it, i can't seem to upload the video to blog .
i guess the file is too bigg . sigh
should i try youtube? @@

i ate a lot today !
had buffet lunch at Lemon Garden, Shangri la Hotel this afternoon and it was great ! my stomach had an enjoyable time there . yum yumm

later on headed to Tropicana Mall for some shopping and left to granny's place after that to pick cousins up ;cousins are overnighting here and i sense no peace .

after a long day out sure made me feel like sleeping any moment from now..
it rained all the while throughout my journey from KL to PJ and back home ):
no sunshine !

anyway,

Happy Raya !

take care loves, xx

I got a feeling

2009-09-19T06:20:00.004+08:00

Where is the friend that understands me ?
Where is the friend that was by my side when i broke down ?
Where is the friend that changed me ?
Where is the friend that i miss ?

Are we even still friends ?
I heard from someone , and it seems like you hate me .
I just want to hear it from you .

I don't dare to greet you cause i'm afraid that you'll think i'm annoying .
I don't dare to stand close to you cause i'm afraid you'll think i'm stalking you .
I don't dare to even talk to you cause i'm afraid that you'll don't even want to talk to me .

Maybe , we do need some time off .
Cause this is getting more awkward each day .
To me , i dont mind .

♥ Esther

♥

2009-09-17T21:52:00.004+08:00

it doesn't even feels like holiday
Raya break is just another disaster .

i got a feeling

♥

2009-09-13T23:07:00.004+08:00

i guess the truth is always harsh and hurtful .
well, most of it perhaps .

gahh, i'm not being emotional here . just have this urge to post this .
nights readers ! happy monday !

cheers! , xx

♥

Somebody call 911

2009-09-13T05:24:00.003+08:00

Litte cicak left to uk already .

This are few of the pictures that we took .
For more pictures , please view my facebook . =]
The photo quality isn't that good .
Blame my camera !
I need a new one . Hehe .

♥ Esther

annirella ! ♥

2009-09-12T18:58:00.010+08:00

Hello !

English Oral 2 ; Fairytale
group of five .

{ CINDERELLA }
or better known as annirella .

cast of characters :

the evil step mother !

the ugly step sister

and another ugly step sister

the fairy godmother ; prince ; herald
( incase you're wondering why she has 3 characters,
it's because she has the least lines )

last but not least,
lil o annirella :D

*all pictures grabbed from facebook, mine is an exceptional

videos shall up after my english oral presentation at school .
stay tune readers !

only god knows how difficult to hold your laughter from bursting it .

♥

2009-09-12T17:10:00.003+08:00

Hello !
Sorry for being mia for so long .
I've got lots to write , but i don't have the mood to do so . xd
Neither can i write about it . opps .
Ahhhh , i'm just crapping .

Awww , guess who is going to UK tonight .

Opps =x

Stay tune =]

♥ Esther

a disease? ♥

2009-09-11T23:49:00.009+08:00

at first i had lots of thing in mind to post and wanted to share .
BUT till, my immune system just broke down and lost to some evil pathogens .

these evil microorganisms is slowly transmitting some kind of disease to my entire body ! and you should know that, there's no vaccine for this kind of virus . pifff! and now i started to wonder how did i got infected with such disease . airborne? or maybe direct contact? harha

weak immune system i shall say .
*shakes head*

incase you're wondering what i'm crapping about, the virus is actually some cells namely, lazy cells.

laziness ish ah disease and ish difficult tuhh cure .

i know i'm sorta lame right now . the possible reason behind all these is, i had biology class today and i freggin tore my success biology ): ~~second hand books are always like that !~~

till here, more updates soon .
nights people ! xx

♥

2009-09-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

*sniff sniff* i think i smell dead rats.

school had been awesomely hectic now with teachers trying to complete the sylabbus and rushing for finals. gasp! and also with tons of homeworks, folios, interact and presentations . this is the reason why i'd somehow abandoned this blog and left it rot.

updates soon i promise !
maafkan saya .
xx

keep coming readers, don't give up on this blog yet ! :D

♥

2009-09-05T23:18:00.003+08:00

gasp. total visitors shoot up /:
*wiping sweats*

do come back more often readers (:
glad that number of visitors each day ishh increasing .

will edit this post tmr .
till here, xx

please don't ♥

2009-09-05T15:51:00.008+08:00

i know i wont be able handle it,
i know i wont be able to confront it ..

i might be impulsive, but heck...
what if my presumption is right?

i hope my prediction isn't right for this time..
or if i'm right just dont let me find out that i'm right ..
just don't . pretty please

just dont know why this suddenly came to my mind.
sometimes i really dont understand myself ; what am i thinking actually?
xx

♥

if you remember ♥

2009-09-04T23:44:00.007+08:00

skin rashes, eye irritation, blisters .
GASP.

err, tittle memang irrelevant with post .

Dearest Sc3-ians,
i still can't manage to scan you guys the biology peka by today. perhaps tmr? i misplaced my driver cd and just managed to find from the net . will download the driver tmr and email you all . so sorry

xx
♥

i'll be good i promise .

♥

2009-09-03T23:23:00.004+08:00

brother got a day off on monday and i don't ):
sobs.

i completed most of the tasks given already :D
except sejarah and pjk folio ><

nights people .
having a lil flu ):
sweeeeeeeeeet dreams . toodles
xx

my days are kinda lifeless already -.-

♥

wuliao ♥

2009-09-02T23:55:00.005+08:00

wo bu hui zhuo & bu xiang zhuo syarahan ):
wo hai you pjk folio hai mei you zhuo .
gg le .

WTF.
harhahahaha

sorry ): boredom strikes while doing essay . sighhh
and and ,

<<™ n ♥ gAʒЯ >> ♂ says:
*12am jo
*haha
*the gate open~

- gie; ♥ sun{shine} - says:
*CHOI

you know what it is . lol

-

i guess im getting lame already x=
kinda busy with incomplete works this week .
i shall get back my ass off and start working on homeworks ! ciaoo

♥

thee shalt not ask ♥

2009-08-31T21:24:00.001+08:00

Turning into : Demi Lavato & Joe Jonas - This is Me

why can't people actually seek for your permission first before he/she give other people your number or at least try to acknowledge you that he/she gave whoever your number?
wouldn't this be better and more appropriate?

pifff.

and please stop asking me who am i when you're the one got my number and freggin called me up -.-
this is getting my nerves off ugghhh

just dont make me bite ! rawr

school reopening tmr . will have lesser time to update .
xx, ciao

♥

how can you breathe ♥

2009-08-30T21:00:00.003+08:00

Turning into : Hey Monday - How You Love Me Now

"you just popped up in the middle of no where ,
how nice if you still keep your words..." i wonder .

this isnt good . i spent most of my days watching drama and anime x=
shall start working on homeworks already .
off to homeworks ~~and then teevee :D~~ ciao !

hmm, flashback i guess (:

♥

2009-08-28T16:13:00.007+08:00

hello earthlings .

27th August ; Thursday

i burnt a hole in my purse -.-
tagged along with waiman and her mom and sis to midv together with kyejan in the car . it was kyejan's bday so the girls gonna celebrate there with their friends .
walked blindly with wm in midv and gardens and finally settle down for lunch at secretrecipe with her family. and of course thanks to wm's mummy for the meal (:

after burning a hole, helped bro to buy his his his ankle weights . bought a pair which sums up to 10kg. yes, i walked around carrying that 10kg 'load' -.- ughh the sales girl find it funny and weird when i bought it -.-

and waiman is a very undecided girl. -even more undecided than me you know !

28th August ; Friday

woke up and straight to bath and then out . gotta settle some stuff with the house . and yes, i get to paint my room purple :DDD teehee!
and the mini serimega reunion dinner called off, so gonna stay home for dinner tonight ):

alright, gotta go . tuition soon .
ciao !

bare with the updates readers !
my holidays aren't that happening .

♥

bury me deep inside ♥

2009-08-26T22:37:00.001+08:00

" Everything's gonna be alright, Whoa-oh And everything was gonna be alright "

♥

baby ♥

2009-08-25T15:23:00.006+08:00

baby storm#
blackberry storm ; link & link

baby diamond#
htc touch diamond ; link

chio anot?

baby, mummy wants to bring you home .
~~but i can't ): gasp~~

this is killing me softly.
& i personally thinks babydiamond is more chun *grins

♥

sorry, aint a productive day today. so bare with it readers (:

i still can feel your heart{beat} ♥

2009-08-24T23:46:00.008+08:00

Turning into : Simple Plan - I Can Wait Forever

i finally step out to malls for movies today . ugh its like, finally ! :D
haven been going out much since holiday ever started and my cash are already running low ):

i checked my homework list earlier ago, and i guess i gotta start working on my homeworks already . not to be forgotten, pjk folio and moral kerja amal 2 ):

will be a short update since i'd nothing much to blog about, but today sure is a good day (:
nights love ! xx

♥

we must know when to let go

2009-08-24T01:41:00.002+08:00

I'm still not use to it . Felt like messaging you . I know i can't . At some point , i just can't accept it . I may be strong and calm , but when i'm alone its different . I rather look happy than being sad 24/7 . Simple things make me laugh . I smile when i see someone smile .

I must have someone beside me everyday to avoid me from thinking . They make me happy . Eventhough they don't talk , but i will still find a way to make myself laugh by making a fool of myself . I'm really trying hard .

If i had the chance to stop one habit , i would choose to stop the habit of playing the computer . Computer makes me feel even worse . With this , i get exposed to things that i don't want to know .

Sometimes i really wonder . What were the answer to those questions . Until now i still don't know . I chose to trust you than trusting my own feelings . But in the end , i was right all along and that really do suck .

I'm sorry , i'm really sorry . I guess i'm not that fine .

♥ Esther

everything's gonna be alright ♥

2009-08-23T22:31:00.006+08:00

Turning into : Boys Like Girls - She's Got A BoyFriend Now

I wish that I could press rewind somehow

ughh, i got myself so addicted with boyslikegirl's new songs. their songs are always a MUST in my playlist (: awesome band awesome songs (:

now something random ;

LOL!

sweet dreams peeps, xx

♥

happy birthday jason ♥

2009-08-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

when the clock strikes 12, ITS YOUR DAY.

this my very first ever post dedicating to you (:
*you should be proud xd harha

HAPPY 16TH BURPDAY JASON LEONG !

or maybe panda?
ps. you should be happy i didnt insert ya full name . xd

the one who ALWAYS seeks me...

for TISSUES & food ><

the one who spoils the picture,

and the one with full of jokes,

and also pn.zetty's consipated face role model,
grinss

IS finally turning 16 .
happy sixteenth birthday
& have a BLAST .

not to forget, leave me some cake or bake me one ! :D
errr, ITS A MUST okay ! hehe

URGH, i'll BE in the sixteen group in months ! you watch out !
hmph!

not to miss out, stay healthy !
don't get Ahini and make the school close down !
i dont wanna go for holiday classes ):

&&& DONT FORGET THE 2 THINGS me&bren ALWAYS SAID TO YOU !

take care. LOVES xx

♥

2009-08-21T16:22:00.004+08:00

hello earth !

i cleaned my room today! (:
i arranged all my books and cleared my messy table .

well, nothing much actually . just that i'm super bored . pifff
alright, off to tuition ! biology class today. ciao
xx

yours truly.

♥

For The Best

2009-08-20T23:31:00.004+08:00

It has ended .
We smiled , we laughed , i cried , i pissed , you angry .
This few months left me memories that only i know .
I didn't regret doing this .

Maybe some people are meant to be friends .
I might have been emotional .
But its not going to last .
Just give me some time .

Its very hard for me to process and face reality .
Until now i just can't figure you out .
I guess there are some things that i'll never know .
Right ?

Oh well , you were once my bf , now you're my bf . =]
you know , i know , we know .
I thank you .

Last time i succeed , i believe now i can do it again .

♥ Esther

♥

2009-08-20T23:15:00.006+08:00

Turning into : Boys Like Girls - Love Drunk

yay! i'm skipping school tmr! its with permission of course :D
and today's practice for english oral turned out fine .
although got a lil dizzy after that. coughs

i somehow spent a lot today ):
& my itchy hands are getting no patience to shop already!
gahhhh. till here ! nights love !

♥

2009-08-19T21:53:00.001+08:00

two periods of history do drives me insane. urghhh

stay strong ♥

2009-08-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

random ♥

2009-08-17T21:06:00.005+08:00

hi world (:

urh, my previous post had been updated with PICTURES already . kindly scroll down (:

well, i realised i'd been really slacking and skipping tuition classes . although i did not screw my second monthly test. practically, every week i'll at least skip a day of tuition . it's like already a habit . lol you see, after those projects, folios, and presentations been going through i'd somehow missed some classes in school and i dont know what teacher had been teaching . urghh ): -well, science subjects especially

skipping tuition classes + dont know what school teacher is teaching
= DID NOT LEARN ANYTHING

well, i shall emphasise again,
I did NOT learn anything new throughout these months !

see, how naughty had xuegie been !

how am i suppose to sit for my finals in october with such behaviour ! i just don't know why, i'm worrying so much for it & feel extreamly bad for it ): it's not like i'll be facing spm this year . aint i a lil to early worrying for my spm? i never felt like this before, not even when i had my pmr last year! ughhh, such stupidd feeling -.-

i guess something had went wrong with my nerves and got misinterpret at my brain .

xuegie oh xuegie, what's wrong?

♥

I Will Never Understand

2009-08-15T20:43:00.003+08:00

Tried hard to forget it .
I know i've already lost them , but i still can't let go .
There are many things that i'm not willing to put it aside .
Things never really last , right ?
Its not hard to find but hard to keep .
I've got lots but none of them stayed by my side .
I hate the type of person i am .
Because i end up suffering and crying .

I'm tired of being the one that is hiding .
Everytime , everything ends up the same .
I know , thats why i'm afraid of it .
Its always the same routine .
We meet and the next day we forget .

♥ Esther

give me a break ♥

2009-08-14T17:11:00.009+08:00

you won't want to hear me complaining . not gonna be in details .
i'll be fine soon i promise .

i gotta feeling, that tonight's NOT gonna be a good night

33rd week of 09 ♥

2009-08-13T23:46:00.011+08:00

Turning into : Boys Like Girls - Smile

hello sayang !
i know i'd been lacking of proper updates. now here's the post you all been bugging me for! *drum rolls* i shall just summarize everything . i'd lost the mojo for ALL these posts . apologise!

few days back i'd watched G.I.Joe with my bigbro and his friends . well, it was epic ! (: both thumbs up for it . and i personally think that G.I.Joe is better than Transformer . you guys should not miss it !

Thursday ; 13th August

& i bet thursday was a peaceful day at school because the noisiest class was like totally EMPTY . okay, Sc3 had this civic trip to FRIM and Beryl's Chocolate Factory with other classes. it almost took my life away. i'd been watching every steps i'm taking in the forest and there's no time for me to enjoy the scenery . lol the surface was so moist and slippery and if you fall means GG. overall i enjoyed the canopy walk and it was exhausting walking up the forest -.-

i bet you'd been reading the same thing over and over again so not gonna in details . check out my classmates' blog for details.

birthday girl (:

yours truly & waiman

her with the canopy path

so-called-king-of-the-FOREST.

half head of teacher ; shuzhi ; jason

i didnt upload all the pics i took, well will upload them up whenever i feel like to at one of my facebook album. wait for the updates. oh oh, you can also check on my friends' blog or my facebook tagged pictures .

a birthday shoutout,
Happy Sweet 16 to Lim Shu Zhi (:
you're a great girl, loveya

Friday ; 14th August

skipped school on purpose (: due to lazy cells of course. lol
everyone were like planning not to go school after the trip x=
a not so happening day at home .

Saturday ; 15th August

skipped school once again (: it was a replacement day for Deepavali .
& went to VI's Installation today with bunch of upcoming boards .
erhhm it was alright until brenda left. lol coughs

below installation pictures credits to Leo Bakura ; i grabbed from his facebook album :D

qi ; qi ; vibrating charlie

woots (:

and for dinner just now, i freggggin waited for 45minutes for them to serve the food up. pissed -.-

and BOYS LIKE GIRLSSSSS !!!!
MTV WORLD STAGE today ! *piss even more* when i wanted to go MTVWS so badly, i couldn't get the tix and effing wasted 50bucks on the xpax . and now, when i finally DECIDED NOT TO GO everyone is telling me they got extra tickets and asking me to go . wtfness.

ugh, forget about it . i hope tmr will be a better day with no moodswings and random thoughts.
BTW, i have some problems uploading the pictures up with blogger. will try again later or tmr, perhaps .

anyway another birthday shoutout,
Happy Sixteenth Birthday to Lee Mei Yan (:
take care girl.

i'm feeling so uncertain. what's wrong with everything?
edited @ 15th Aug 11.32pm
pictures submitted @ 17th Aug 8.52pm

♥

Heavy

2009-08-13T12:32:00.002+08:00

I feel like shit now .
With all this problems i don't know how to think straight .
I lost controlled of my thinking and actions .
Waking up feeling tired , especially the eyes .

If it wasn't for three of them i wouldn't have been able to chill .
Thanks a lot for your advice and all .
I will try to stand back up .
Got to get things done before its too late .

If this is what you want .
I don't know what reaction to give neither do i know what to say .

Lets just get all this shit done now .
After that , its all going to be history .

♥ Esther

Difference

2009-08-12T21:14:00.003+08:00

I felt the changes , comparison .
I somehow felt that time is fast .
We can't stop it neither can we slow it down .
I have the feeling that i'm not willing to let go

We were once gathered on a same table .
Now its all different and i can't change it .
I don't have the ability .
Everyone will find their click , while others are left behind .

I know i hate hiding and pretending but i did it for the sake to go along with the flow .
What difference does it make compare with those idiots .
If this is what you want , i won't go along with it .
I don't want to spend a whole day thinking of what to hide and say again .

♥ Esther

♥

2009-08-09T21:47:00.005+08:00

hello world .
i'm sorry for the delayed post again . *uhhh*

Isaac's Fullmoon Celebration ; 1st of August

new member of the family; isaac lim .

leann ; rou

love it blur ; ~~i look awful that dayyyy .~~

-
sry for the quick update x=
nighty nights !

i'll be there, i promise

♥

creativity ♥

2009-08-08T15:05:00.012+08:00

hello world !
pictures will do the talking .

rawr!

lego ice trays

lego camera

this is sooo cute, can i have this ?

bus stop ads .

:D cute !

mcd anyone?

cool right (:
i guess you know now how bored i am today ><
got ditched ): staying home all day long ! HELP

sources : toxel.com
credits : jeeyan

♥

2009-08-07T23:16:00.003+08:00

couldn't differenciate between dreams and reality .
the difference is just like a thin sheet of paper .

proper updates soon .
apologise .

intake of laughing gas ♥

2009-08-06T22:04:00.008+08:00

let's have some fun, this beat is sick
i wanna take a ride at your disco stick

-lovegame

oh god ,
if you went to jeeyan's blog, you'll probably found out what happened at class yesterday .
and it wasnt on purpose for me to tear at class / for us to laugh like mad in class .
and i guess laughing is the only way to overcome depression ! (refer to my previous post for reason of depression)
let's blame all to waiman for making me teared (no offence ; joking! xd)

i should just skip school today . four long periods without teacher .
came school just for moral paper but teacher didnt distribute anyway );
now left only chemistry, add maths and moral paper to be distributed
and all i can say i'm lucky for this test . super lucky !

another quick update . blogging mojo is not here yet !
proper updates soon i promise ! toodles

♥

banging myself to the wall ♥

2009-08-04T22:11:00.009+08:00

lets see .
i wasted rm60 for no reason . (well, there's a reason at first)
i fell down for like .... *counting with both hands* in two days straight .
had a bad headache since after school .

what more? i hope the list ends there .
let's hope for something good to happen .

this is bad .
and i couldn't get the tickets to MTV World Stage . wtf
redemption are no longer available as it went out of tixs .

just a short update to tell you guys how awesome my day was . sigh
till here . homeworks is pilling up ! gotta reduce before it increases again -.-

my heart is broken down into pieces,
goodbye BoyslikeGirls/AmericanRejects/Hoobastank
how depressing ):

anyway, a birthday shoutout :

Happy 15th Birthday Sook Mun (:
hope you had a blissful birthday hun !
& good luck on ya pmr . lol
(link)

♥

Friday Night

2009-08-02T21:16:00.002+08:00

I messaged Alex and ask him whether he wants to go for yam cha . Then he came to my house and i helped him do him stuff .

Accompanied him to buy food and off to amanda's house to fetch her . Reached Al-Barkath and met a few friends there . Practically there were lots of saujanians and as usual that 'gang' was there . =x .

Practically we were gossiping the whole night . I don't know about others but thats what i really did . At least i keep my mouth shut . Hahaha . Had fun chatting with the friends that i didn't meet for some time .

Can't really go into details . Haha . Just a lifeless update . =]

♥ Esther

2009-08-02T10:40:00.002+08:00

yay :D

phew . i'd finally done (:
took me hours to figure this out .
i know i'm not goooooood in codes . rawr !

will update again later !
xx

love is a riddle ♥

2009-08-01T18:16:00.004+08:00

aloha guys (:

i'm just a lil bit caught in the middle,
life is a maze and love is a riddle,
i dont know where to go, i can't do it alone
i've tried and i dont know why

will make this super fast and short .
i screwed my additional maths paper yesterday :D
hurray much? lol

just keeping the updates .
g2g ! ciao loviees !

♥

Lifeless

2009-07-31T16:22:00.013+08:00

Exams are over , like , finally !? I hate hate hate exams , its not like i like going to school . Haha . After school we went for this Branded Sportswear Warehouse in Sri Petaling Hotel . It was a big disappointment .

I preferred Nike's warehouse sale . At least their stuff are nicer and much more better quality . Was practically walking around without buying anything . Hehehe . After that i walked back home . Had nothing better to do . So ... i started snapping pictures ... of things ... which ... i am going to show ... to whoever that is reading this . =]

I'm just giving it a try . For whoever that don't know , there is an ICT carnival that is going to be held in our school . Don't get so excited when you hear the word 'carnival' , its not what you think . We have been selling Mcd and also name sticker . Mcd are only open to saujanians , while the name sticker is open to all ! The price is RM9 for 100 pieces .

This are some example of the patterns we have . Of course , we're going to insert your name into the sticker =] . Its small and cute . The frog and not in trend is the cutest . Hahaha . Click to view it in a bigger size .

Anyone who is interested , you can contact me , leave a comment or a msg in the chatbox , facebook or msn . For more info you can ask me . Hehe . Saujanians who want to buy mcd can also contact me . =] . If you're feeling lifeless and bored like i am . Contact me also xd . Sorry sorry , i don't mean to sound desprate , but i'm just too bored and i intend to crap a lot . Hehe .

By the way , anyone interested to go yam cha tonight ? xd

I don't need you to take me for granted . I rather end up alone at home than having someone fake with me . Its the same situation as people that hate fake stuff . But i hate fake people MORE ! Get out of my life cause i'm not born to see you act . What i want is people that be like themselves . As long as you're not pretending , and i will respect you for who you are .

But if you're annoying and irritating , then its a different situation ...

♥ Esther

still on my mind ♥

2009-07-26T21:33:00.005+08:00

*gasp* until now those songs that i'd heard from Talent Hunt is still running and playing in my mind ; the great escape & beatbox especially! gahhhh

anyway, i'm back home finally after three hours of sillyness and dinner of course .

back to reality .
the form4s are currently having their second monthly test and of course i'm not exceptional . should be back to bussiness, moral and bm paper tmr but the study mojo still isnt here yet ):
ciao people !

the beats & you just melts me up (:

♥

Talent Hunt

2009-07-26T19:18:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 5am++ just to get ready and off to Amanda's house at 7am . Took a nap in her room while waiting for her . While i was in dreamland , her mom mistaken me as her daughter .

After that , i woke up and it was time to go .

Reach there and i saw lots of interactors setting up the jumble sales . For a moment i felt awkward . Seeing them wearing interact t-shirts while i was wearing like that . -_- .

Then we went to a room where the participants are gathered . Then we started practicing a little bit . I saw many amazing singers . Wasn't really what i expected . They really amaze me .

The participants took turns to do our sound check . After that , the competition started . As the number go closer and closer to 32 . I was very nervous .

Then it was our turn . I think that my performance wasn't that good . Neither did we have enough time . But it was all part of an experience .

After the performance , i look for Jordan to get my phone back cause before that i ask him to keep it for me . But he told me he gave it to Karmun . So i asked her , she say she didn't have it . Then only i realised that guy lied -_- . I went to look for Jo Ee and i asked her to borrow me her shoes , cause my heels were killing me . I used Jo Ee's phone to call my phone and i asked Anni to do the talking . I didn't know what he really said , but this is what i think he said .

Anni , Jordan
Hello , who is this ? Where is Esther ?
Huh ? errr
Who is this ?
Errrr
May i know who is this ?
You're Anni right ?

*toot toot toot*

Anni's voice was too obvious already . Then i went and look for him . I asked him to give me back . First he said it was with Karmun , i told him that i asked her already . Then he said it was with Anni , then i told him , i know that it is with you cause i asked Anni to call . Then he finally give me back . But , i didn't grab it fast enough . So he walked away .

I saw one of my primary friend . Mun Fai . Andrew can't stop saying ' This is the first time you dress like a girl ' -_- . Expected from Andrew . Talked for a while then XueGie ask me to go back to the room as the results are going to be out .

Jing Yi told us the results , as expected , my group didn't get in . After that , i was more like a supporter , screaming here and there . Not only that , i keep on borrowing my friends shoe , first i wore Jo Ee's shoe then Kah Yan's . Hahaha .

So the first was a malay band . The second was Black Heart

Third was this band which i dont know their name .

Best performer goes to Lavida , a band from SMK SBS .

Sadly , no video of the beat boxer . He is talented . Haha . He won the Judges Favourite award .

After that , i went back to the room to take pictures with Black Heart cause i realized i didn't really take pictures .

Then , Zheng Hong offered to drive me back . In the car we were talking about the results . Hehe , better not reveal what we say , i don't want people hating me =p .

This are the pictures from my camera .

Black Heart

The guys

Jordan , Jing Yi , Joel , idk , Peter , Me

Zheng Hong , Jordan , Jing Yi , Joel , idk , Peter , Me

Anyway , thanks Jing Yi , Brenda , Kristine , Amanda , Jacqueline , Kah Yan , and Jee Yan . Sorry if i forgot to list your name . This is as far as i can remember . Thanks for the comments and all , you all should know . =]

Went back and bathe , dinner and straight to bed .

I wonder when is the next time that i'll dare to do this again . Maybe there isn't any next time . =x

Anyway , have to memorize some definisi . Sigh .

Last but not least .

Me =]

♥ Esther

relief ♥

2009-07-26T13:14:00.007+08:00

hello world !

YAY! Talent Hunt had finally over & it was a BLAST !
cheers for the great job we did, comittee !

i'm not complaining but yeah, it almost took my life yesterday .
i reached around 8am and went home around 6pm .

after settling down and had my dinner i didnt leave my bed until morning . -but i didnt pig for the whole time of course (:

i guess i'd sorta abandoned my friends yesterday especially my primary mates . lol sorry anyway! and i freaking regretted for not taking any recordings or pictures taking AT ALL . was super busy all the while and i almost skip my meals even .

pictures will be with waiman since she brought her dslr and took numerous pictures with it ! watch for her updates .
and as for videos try to search for it in youtube !
try clicking here , credits to esther for sending me the link and to some saujanian who uploaded it .

ahh, i just love the great escape (:
especially the drum part ! lovesss

♥

good morning ♥

2009-07-25T07:02:00.004+08:00

good morning people !

you might be wondering why this girl wake up so early in this Saturday morning and blogging now . okay, i'm not insane . i have to go to school not for lessons but for my school's Talent Hunt . and i bored now since i'd done preparing everything .

Talent Hunt is in few hours time ! cheers!

but till now i'd got no transport to school yet . gasp

yes, nothing better to do early in the morning .

toodles !
♥

talent hunt ! ♥

2009-07-24T23:03:00.014+08:00

to those who are participating tmr at Talent Hunt ,
all the best alright !
- especially esther, amanda, kristine, jason (to mention few)

and to audience,

tickets are still available tmr .

& seats are based on first come first serve basis .
elimination round will start around 12pm or earlier .

see you then ! (:

♥

Tomorrow

2009-07-24T20:07:00.003+08:00

Feeling nervous , not ready and SCARD !
HELP !

Somebody call 911

I have stage fright =P

♥ Esther

pack up monday ♥

2009-07-20T18:57:00.007+08:00

Turning into : Touch My Hands - David Archuleta

Monday ; 20th July

morning till the whole noon }
had an awesome excuse to skip assembly & lessons today (:
and is with permission of course .

sacrificing my whole day there and received rm20 as some allowance :D

went to this Malaysia Chemistry Festival 09 at Petrosains this morning with waiman, mengleong, jason and also pnfazira . supposingly teacher will be driving there but due to some reasons we took LRT instead . *boooo*

okay, its a Chemistry Festival but more like a Food Feast to me x= i'd been eating non stop with kinda large portion with them and mostly ~~with waiman~~.

night }
rushed home and got ready for this Manutd's Second Malaysia Match in Bukit Jalil Stadium .
this is rare seriously, how difficult it is for them to play twice in Malaysia . and if i'm still missing both of the games, i should go suicide !

not so in the mood for uploading pictures and taking pictures . so yeah
bare with this boring post , at least i'd updated .

♥

it is not how it looks like ♥

2009-07-19T20:38:00.007+08:00

whatever you see is NOT how it is (: *inner meaning*

phew, i'd finally settle down for today .
firstly, i would like to sincerely apologize here .
i'm so sorry Sharon if you're reading this, this is my second time for ditching you ); my bad ! anyway, happy sixteenth birthday hun (: hope you had a blast today .

& now something random;
i'm going for tmr's manutd match people :D

Saturday ; 18th July

supposingly going mv but headed to BBSP's Carnival with sc before that, just to use up my coupons . blame me for my itchy hands to buy the coupons and end up struggling to finish it up. bumped to lotsa familliar faces there and met up with minchun and sookmun later on .

this is my first time having such difficult time just to use up the coupons .
after that ciaoed to mv to buy some stuffs (:

how depressing it is when that particular thing you wanted to buy is no longer available in both mv and gardens ):

okay that was practically my whole noon, now night .
ditched lotsa people in Rotarian Installation Night and also Manchester United's game for this :

Leann's First Birthday

the awesome cake which costs more than a month of my allowance *gasp*
(i did not bought this) .
sugar coated cake ; nice to see but not nice to eat .

and the birthday girl, leann who brighten up most of my days (:

i never intended to be forgetful alright

♥

You Can Dream , But You Can Never Have It Back

2009-07-19T12:58:00.004+08:00

Friday

school → home → guitar class →home → pasarmalam → mamak → gab's house → mamak → home

At night alex called me to come down for pasar malam . Then met up with gab , yi ling and celine . After that it was off to al barkath . Chat and gossip . Hehe .
Then amanda came . After awhile hong and his friends came , then hansher came .
Everyone was busy with shisha , well , almost everyone .
After that , gab wanted to do some business at home , so alex , hong , amanda and me went to his house to wait for him .
Played with his dog a little while . After he is done we went out bringing his dog along .
Went back to al barkath , chat and shisha a little while until 2am++ .
Then we went home . It was quite tiring but fun . Hehe .

Saturday

Was sleeping until i got a call from Kristine saying that dancing class was cancel . Then i continued sleeping until 12pm , woke up and felt like going for bbsp's carnival .
But then second thought , i was quite lazy so i just online and chat . Until 4pm i get ready to go for the Rotarian installation .
Jo Ee came and pick me up at 5.30 , reached there and saw mc .
Then we helped out at the registration counter . Took some picture but then i don't know whether we can get those picture or not .
Cause it was taken by the photographer .
Anyway , after singing the national anthem we went in and sat at table 4 . Along with 4 other adults .
The whole event was quite boring , so we went out for toilet session . Hahaha . Plus , camwhore session .
Then only we went back in for dessert . Then it was lucky draw .
Amanda walked away with a cattle , while Brenda got a tea leaves (1kg) . Too bad she went back early , so i have to give it to her during school . -_-
After the installation it was yamcha session with mickey . Walked to kinrara , it was quite weird cause everyone was staring at us weirdos wearing formal clothes .
Sook Mun went back early cause her mom came and pick her up .
After that we went back at 12 since they wanna go back early .
The pictures are still with amanda . Hehehe .

♥ Esther

red devil's second malaysia match ♥

2009-07-18T23:27:00.004+08:00

anyone missed their match today? 3-2 . lol
you have another chance alright (:
lucky you !

Manchester United have confirmed they will play a second game against a Malaysian XI on Monday evening (20 July) in Kuala Lumpur following the cancellation of their visit to Indonesia.

CLICK HERE !

but i think im missing it again ):
♥

the red devils ♥

2009-07-17T14:51:00.006+08:00

* piff * inhales & exhales
came to this resolution to blog when i almost shut down my laptop and rest .

MANUTD's TRAINING SESSION .

17th July , 530pm @ Stadium Bukit Jalil

pl picked me up and off we go there along with mc, sc, ken and also jing later on . bro was super duper late there due to his assignments .

i was the only girl there in the car and you know what, when four of them started talking, all i heard is the amount of swear words they used . every beginning of a sentence and the ending of that particular sentence . (excluded those swear words between the sentences) maybe they forgotten about my existance as a girl . lol

the amount of swear words they spoke amazingly could sum up to my entire life's swear words i use . -well, maybe imma bit too kuacheong x=
at least, they're better than mengleong and keeshin still . LOL

back to the topic, overall the session was great to me . except for a lil mm song cause of my sitting position .

pictures will be uploaded another day :D

and when the whole session ended, walked back with bro to where he parked his car and guess what . he actually kena saman for illegal parking -.- *keep this a secret*

will edit this post again ! nai !

♥

july or soon to die? ♥

2009-07-16T23:09:00.010+08:00

hello humans .

i'm glad i'm still alive . lol
among all the months i had, this month is just the worst month ever . look at the amount of jobs and tasks ! gasp .

why July is a busy month?

english oral
bm oral
est poster
est presentation
sivik folio
pjk folio
mu's training session ; 17th
sharon's sassy sixteen ; 19th
petroscience ; 20th
monthly test ; 24th !
talent hunt ; 25th
& more birthdays !

and i'm still considering whether should i join the berniaga thing (i'm still so blur with that selling thing week going on at my school) with my classmates . if i participate, i'll be even more busy ! further more exam is on the 24th . *gasp* and i hope my name wont be announcing during assembly for changing class . -who knows there's this possibility .

but look at the good part, if my group able to earn some profits, it goes to our pocket and we divide it among us . and who doesnt wants free money? cmon xuegie, decide !

the amount of work to do haven been decreasing, but increasing instead !
getting busy !

logging off, nights readers ! ciao

♥

is everything that fragile? ♥

2009-07-15T21:54:00.005+08:00

i question myself over and over again,
yet couldn't get myself an answer .

tell me what am i suppose to do now?

does this really worth everything?
wont you think its such a waste for all this ?

some circumstances may lead to serious headache;
save me , 'm so helpless .

♥

campfire ♥

2009-07-12T20:35:00.005+08:00

Turning into : Britney Spears - If You Seek Amy
*wonders if wm remember this song* harha

heyya sayang .

will blog bout yesterday now (:

Date : 11th July
Venue : SMK Cochrane
Time : 730pm - 11pm (more or less that time ;x)

last night, i followed my school's scouts team with some "scouts" to this Cochrane's Campfire, in walking distance from Maluri LRT Station .
overall it was my first time going such event and i'll rate it 4/10 . it wasnt as fun as i thought and as fun as what my friends told me .

just satisfying .
and Jason cheated on me and wm ! -you know what i meant !

rushing back to the lrt station around 11pm just to be in time to take the last train back to sri petaling lrt station was awful ! rush like mad weih .
fortunately, we didnt missed the last train back ! lucky us !

♥

did not had time to publish on sunday ;
published @ 930pm , 15th July

\\untitled ♥

2009-07-12T16:42:00.009+08:00

hello world ! (:

went through youtube to watched some videos earlier ago ,
while searching, found these korean chiqoS

for this video with english subtitle click here .
its a bit blur so i didnt post the english subtitle version video up .

BUT my opinion is, watch this video without the english subtitle
cause the subtitle doesnt make any sense to me -i mean the lyrics . lol

will update somehow later i guess .
i'm still working on my homeworks !!
ps.// noticed the changes? lol

knowing that you'll never come back ;

♥

hot and cold ♥

2009-07-10T20:52:00.015+08:00

hello bloggie .
proper updates finally !

5th July ; Cheer 2009

due to my sitting position -far from stage thats the best i can get .

Calyx from CHS .

at first i was with the D*starz ; Sri Aman with Alex , then after lunch went to the Xavier ; CBN with Amanda, Kristine and Esther . -and Anni later on .
all i can say is the crowd is awesome . i was lucky that my eardrum did not get anyhow damaged :D

i bet you already know the results on newspaper . so yeah, i dont have to tell ya !

7th July ; Tuesday

this is the reason why students are not suppose to bring camera to school :D

waiman went hyper

see, she doesnt even know that the definisi paper should be read in the other way round !
*shakes head* sigh

and then she tried to kill Andrew that was half dead after being too semangat during bm lesson with cikhayati
*notice jason's facial expression

before

after ; i swear it wasnt me for that ugly handwritting ! :p

sharon & vivian

anni came back and went hyper too

its a huge mistake . i'm not taken :D

i was forced . dont ask me why

too much of moral definisi :D

and i scored full marks for the kekeluargaan nilai . whee
- just being random (: teehee
i have more candid and random pictures of students in 4sc3 . imma not uploading them up x= you all lucky ! lol

♥

a piece of my mind ♥

2009-07-08T21:40:00.004+08:00

i'm still surviving .
school is awesomely hectic .

is just so much work to do .
second monthly test on the 27th ; which drives me even insane .
how long will this end ?

i know i should stop complaining . sigh
can't help it . shall continue another day !

so long readers ! bare with the updates :D

she knows what i'm thinking.

♥

I Need You

2009-07-05T00:04:00.004+08:00

How was my day ?

My day was great , filled with cute dogs . Oh wait , every dog is cute to me .

I went for the Pets World Malaysia 2009 held in Midvalley's exhibition hall . There was a rabbit competition , violin performance and others . Took only one picture with a small little poodle . It bite me and i love it . Hehehe .

Met 'daddy' there too , feels like it has been a long time since i last saw him . Haha .
Anyway , overall , my day might make you bored .
All I can say is that I LOVE DOGS ! =P
Btw , i'll spend more time in Jo Ee's house . Why ? Cause that little missy just bought a dog . Woohooo ~

♥ Esther

handle with extra care ♥

2009-07-04T23:32:00.007+08:00

i'm rather dissapointed on how i am being nowadays .
i sorta take things for granted and neglected my own principles that i made to myself .
i aint longer sticking to how i should be .

i dealed with whatever shit happens without thinking a proper solution to work things out .
and i'm still behaving like this now .

i know what kinda things that really works out for me ,
i tasted the best and the worst .
-in a good way of course

and i'm still thinking,
what's the best for myself and my surroundings .
i often wonder how things is going on .
what is drifting away and what i'd been leaving out

at this moment, i know i'm thinking a bit too much and a distance away from what i should be doing and thinking . sooner or later i'll sort things out in a better way -well, i hope .
when i have nothing better to do, i'll start thinking some random stuffs . bare with my post . indirectly i'm telling you i'm killing boredom with this post . lol

i'm sorry . -to whoever . i just felt like saying sorry. hehe

good night & so long readers ! (:
i will have my rest very soon

like the tittle says ! :D

cheers !
♥

call me lazy, i'll always be ♥

2009-07-04T12:19:00.009+08:00

Turning into : Takin My Love Back - Enrique Iglesias & Ciara

hello world ,

the previous post is edited !
supposingly i planned to have a short nap around 9pm last night and wake up after that for resuming my tasks that i was doing earlier ago after coming back from midvalley . i couldnt sleep all the way to the next morning because i know i'll be awake either in the middle of the night or waking super early in the next morning -its Saturday. i'm so not waking up early!

i did woke up after that .
just that i couldnt leave my bed after i woke up .

i left everything unattended until the next morning .
i left my laptop in the hibernating mode the whole night when i actually can easily shut it down cause its just less than a metre away from my bed . gahh, i'm so lazy .

it's really just hard to leave your bed although you really got something to do in your mind . lol

REMINDER :

you have few days left to submit your participant form for Talent Hunt 09 ! hurry up !
submit before the 8th alright ! kindly refer to here or here ! (: peace!

♥

the source of noise ♥

2009-07-03T19:58:00.009+08:00

Turning into : Green Day - 21 Guns

EDITED;

" Anak kamu banyak cakap di dalam kelas... "

aint surprise hearing this today . well, i actually predicted that pn.fazira will say this to my mom . lol :D

andrew says:
so what hayati said about you
andrew says:
???
- gie ♥ ; little{things} - says:
when my mom came she wasnt there anymore ;D
- gie ♥ ; little{things} - says:
hehe
andrew says:
how lucky
- gie ♥ ; little{things} - says:
what she complain to your mom?
andrew says:
she said iwasnoisy and fazira said that you me jason ann ni and waiman are the noisiest
andrew says:
good reputation!! :D

for god's sake, good reputation it seems . harha
well at least i managed to escape from cikhayati :D

today is the report card day at my school . so we actually managed to skip lessons :D teehee
so me and some kawans headed to mv around 12 for Ice Age 3 - Dawn of Dinosaurs . you'll eventually be laughing your ass off if you watch it seriously . no bullshyting ! a MUST watch movie !

screw msn messenger -.-
my connection is being bitchy again ! rawr
update again later , ciao !

♥

Random

2009-07-02T20:56:00.002+08:00

Amanda says she is sarcastic . NOT .
She feels that somebody is pathetic and she felt so proud herself .
And she is mentioning Mr Bean aka Mr Bombastic

♥ Esther

Woof , Not Roar

2009-06-30T20:30:00.004+08:00

Will update soon . xd
..
..
..
..
..
Just to let whoever that cares know that i'm not dead !

Why do people have to be so fake and pretend . You guys have totally lost yourselves . I pity you but at the same time , you did this to yourself and the only one to blame for all this 'enemies' you're getting is yourself . The one day that we no longer know each other will come .

♥ Esther

cause i'm not taking the easy way out ♥

2009-06-28T17:21:00.003+08:00

Turning into : Chris Daughtry - No Surprise

hey sayang (:

this is my 100th post :D teehee !
i just settled down after a long day in Puchong doing some volunteer work with bunch of kawans. pictures? next weekends perhaps, i dont think i'll be onlining during weekdays anyway . i have lots of undone to be done and i shall not be skipping any of my tuition classes anymore ! well, i'll try my best not to x=

i'm not posting in details so maybe you should look forward into esther or jingyi or sookmun's blog post for more about this event we went .

i'm seriously exhausted .
i really need some good sleeps but look at the time now ): this is just not a good timing to be on bed sleeping ! gahh, i shall work with my homeworks now ! probably will have another post tonight, -IF i completed my homeworks (: peace yo ! ciao

they got me .

♥

Talent Hunt 09 ♥

2009-06-26T21:01:00.008+08:00

hello world (:

proudly presents you SMK Seri Saujana's, Talent Hunt 2009 .
a Fund Raising joint organisation by Saujana Librarians, Saujana Interact Club & also Saujana Choir Club .

well, i'm pretty sure most of you all out there do play some instruments / can sing pretty well (: now its your time to SHINE and show us your talent in singing or playing your respective instruments! do not hesitate to join !! great prizes will be given out to winners . information of this event is stated below at the flyer .

besides that, Interact Club will be having a Jumble Sale on that day itself ! money collected from jumble sales will be donated to an orphanage . so yeahh, do come and take a look at our booth !

dont know how to get to our school? ): dont worry! we have ushers for ya !! just infom us !

making your life easier, just simply CLICK on the links below :

for participation form & rules, CLICK HERE !
kindly submit your form before 8th of July alright ! (: BE FAST !

for further updates, CLICK HERE !
more details about Talent Hunt will be updated at Saujana Interact Blog !

what are ya still waiting for? see you there! :D
tickets booking is also available ! contact us !

DONT MISS YOUR CHANCE TO SHINE ON THE STAGE !

any questions do not hesitate to ask ! :D

♥

time is a factor ♥

2009-06-24T15:07:00.008+08:00

oh saya punya tuhan !

sigh. this is not good . tons of work to do in just so little time ):

english oral .
bm oral.
sivik folio.
moral folio .
est presentation .
est cut out paper work .

the worst thing is, Second Monthly Test on the 10th/13th of July if Pn Lee isnt wrong ! wtf !
and both english and bm oral test are based on acting -.- zomgg
Cikgu, saya sedang menghadapi masalah kekangan masa ! rawr

this is a drafted post :D
no time to publish . peace!

♥

no, i am not falling apart ♥

2009-06-22T20:35:00.007+08:00

Turning into : No Boundaries - Kris Allen

hello world,

incase you're wondering how my team's egg falling thing went.. it was great (: and of course we broke the eggs :DDD 3 eggs in just one shot ! awesome aint it ! harha
at least we have fun playing with it & for the last minute decoration we made on anni's master piece & also decorating on aileen's chopsticks !

guess what!
my Mondays are usually tend to be dull and boring and sleepy and makes me dont feel like attending classes BUT today is an exception ! today is just the best monday i had so far. -as long as i remembered x=
yupp, EAT EAT EAT & EAT ! eating & slacking the whole day long! (:
skipped first two periods on the egg falling competition and then skipped another two more periods of PJK in the reading hall eating curry puffs & muffins with carmen, mickey and anni .

basicly i skipped most of the classes today ! harha
i know im a bad bad student :D teehees
blame Hari Koperasi & teachers for being absent ! rawr

time for kerjarumah ; ciao

♥

speed up your breathing, just close your eyes, we'll hope its not for nothing at all ♥

2009-06-21T21:17:00.008+08:00

Turning into : We The Kings - Secret Valentine

Firstly,
Happy Sassy Sixteen to Kristine Tai Qi Ying (:
(picture will be uploaded later on i guess)

♥ you lots hun !

Secondly,
anni last minute couldnt come over my crib to do our master piece and wm couldnt make it neither cause she has buffet lunch to attend -its daddy's day so yeah .
happy daddy's day to all daddies anyway ;D
and yess! the previous pictures for the egg thing all are bullshyt ! thats not our final idea :D thats just our first attempt ! teehee. we'll have surprise for you tmr ! nyaharha
but but credits for making it all to anni ! cause everything is with her

Thirdly,
after craving for so long, i'd finally went for Haagen Dazs's Chocolate Fondue this afternoon! went to BangsarVillage2 for it since my brother needs to repair his spect nearby that mall . ordered the fondue and some other choices which i tend to forgot the names x=

TAADAA ! i googled this :D

seriously yummy (: no regrets at all !
who wants to join me there again? i have a voucher to use up! teehee :DD
sorry kay, i'm like a small kid when it comes to ice cream ! (:

And finally,
tomorrow will be my busy day of the week ! i just hate mondays. don't you?
nights & so long readers :D xoxo

♥

wonder wall ♥

2009-06-20T21:10:00.004+08:00

hello world !

Interact Club organised a visit to Malaysia Philharmonic Orchestra (MPO) today at KLCC . overall it was nice but the only thing is we were rather late thanks to the bus driver for not being punctual . screw that bus company !

anyway, happy 17th birthday to kenneth -mr sangdakk ! rawr :DD
pictures might be uploading later on . ;D

btw, who completed the stupid bio peka? wth weih, i dont understand how to do when its like we only use orange juice! how are we suppose to copy from hands on? zzz
i dont think i can scan my peka to you all so soon x.x sry!

will update again ! teehee

♥

your call ♥

2009-06-19T20:47:00.012+08:00

Turning into : Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

hello peeps (:

today had been sorta a productive day ! after school, anni & wm came over to my place and we discussed and built up some mold for the egg falling thing -as a representative group from our class .

what we did wasnt exactly a failure but yeah we did managed to NOT break the egg :DD
and making a parachute aint easy ! gasp, somehow i managed to make a cheaplak parachute using waste papers :D teehee

introducing sample 1

actually they're not that semangat :p

i did thought of cropping myself out, i just look awful

ohh thats a failure !

after that anni suggested to make a call for help . so we called some 'people' and seeked for help since we couldnt make a good mold for the eggs . in the end, those people didnt help us out but instead wasted my money calling them ! hmph siapa yang makan cili dia yang rasa pedas ! LOL

ps:/ if you all are reading this, no offence alright ! harha :D

anni got insane cause we couldnt make a good mold ! lol

get what i meant now? saw what she did? *shakes head*

this is what exactly i meant !
stealing wm's domokun & pose !

i have more pictures of her posing with that domokun !

in the end i decided to ignore her posing at my stairs :D

" should i bring domo home? "

" what you trying to do anni ! "

desperado !

this in an observation using egg immersed with vinegar :D

every breaths are bringing me away,
every thoughts are making me insane

♥

i do appreciate if you leave me comments here if there's anyting :D thank Q

to hold or not to hold ♥

2009-06-17T16:22:00.009+08:00

i just dont feel well );
nothing went right since afternoon .
- not even left .

i just lost the confidence towards everything

♥

ps:/ i strongly prefer you to leave comments on posts than leaving messages at the chatbox (: its because i have problem loading the chatbox & i think its troublesome ;D thank you

Feeling Like I Just Lost You

2009-06-17T01:07:00.004+08:00

Still not getting use to it . -_____-
I miss the curls =(

Maybe after a week or two , its goodbye !

Off to bed .
Hopefully i'll be able to wake up .

♥ Esther

catch me when i fall ♥

2009-06-16T23:16:00.005+08:00

hello earthlings ! (:

okay, today going school is just a waste of time ! skip that part . got back most of the papers already, 8 out of 12 papers . so far i'm still satisfy with my results for most of the papers (; didnt hope too much since i didnt put much effort in -well, not addmaths..

i finally passed my moral (: an A2 for the very first time ! :D
till here, ciao !

when you don't know what you're thinking,
it just simply piss you off aint it.. sigh

♥

There Goes Another Nightmare

2009-06-16T01:17:00.005+08:00

First day of school ain't that fun . Getting back results and all . Jo Ee was absent so can't gossip . Hehe . Plus , i had to walk home .

Luck was with me , i met one of my friend so he fetched me home .

Lucky right . xd .

Then after that i decided that i should make my hair straight again . Since its not that curl anymore , its very hard to style already .

So i comb it straight and now i look weird . Swt , i'm just not use to this straight hair . I look freaking weird with straight hair for some reason .

*stopsayingfaceproblem!*

So i'm just going to leave it straight untill next week , if i still think it looks weird , i'm going to curl it again . Hahaha . I need a new hairstyle ! Should i curl or leave it straight ? Comment comment !

Anyway , on the other note .

Happy Birthday Samantha !

A cousin of mine , she is special in her own ways =P .
Seldom talk to her cause i seldom meet her .
Anyway , its not like she is going to read this . =P

♥ Esther

we were both young when i first saw you ♥

2009-06-14T23:09:00.005+08:00

hello love !

i know you'll get bored if i'm telling you how am i feeling when school is reopening tomorrow . so i shall skip that part alright . i'm pretty sure you know how i felt... gasp! lets pray hard i wont flunk any of my papers . rawr

well i guess i wont be blogging that often anymore since holiday ended and classes, stay backs, tuitions are all resuming like usual . shouldn't be slacking anymore .

shall stop being a dreamer for a moment & back to reality littlething !

today is the blink of an eye
i'm holding on to something
and i dont know why i tried

i tried, to read betwen the lines
i tried to look in your eyes
i want a simple explanation
what im feeling inside
i gotta find a way out
maybe there's a way out
~~

dont you think boyslikegirls are totally awesome? (:
you just dont know how addicted this song can be
nyaharha, so long readers !

♥

Its Your Day !

2009-06-14T01:49:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday Mickey !

She just turned 15 today !
Knew her since form 3 . One word , natural .
Sweet smiles and all . Got closer to her during interact .
A fun , cute and active girl .
psst , i heard that she is single !

Anyway , good luck for your PMR and all the best in life . =]

♥ Esther

Stop Time

2009-06-13T14:03:00.003+08:00

Meeting you all again makes me feel like crying .
I know all of this will be gone .
I just miss those memories .

xxxx

Will update soon =]

♥ Esther