dream within'

Moving !

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 09:43:00 +0000

I've finally got my blog done !

estherquah.blogspot.com

See you there :)

much love ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 03:15:00 +0000

hello readers !

i would like to say thankyou (:

ohh ohh, i've created a blog of my own.
drop me a msg at chatbox for relinking.
will do the relink thing soon after i settle down.
thankyou.

this blog i guess will be leave to rot, and esther too will be creating a new blog.
be back shortly for her link. much love!
will explain things soon ! i've no time for now, ciao readers !

lots of love,
xx

happy birthday twin ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sun, 01 Nov 2009 05:47:00 +0000

happy birthday jeeyan :D

know her since the beginnning of the year when she first came to 4SC3 and sat with me. lol
*skip skip skip*

maybe we're from the same horoscope and our birthday is just few hours apart, lol
so we have lots of similarities and this girl just understand how exactly i feels. <3

teehee. enjoy ya big day (: stay sweet and pretty girl
you're a year older now, do not slack so much already ! lol

will hand you your prezzie on saturday when ya having your party !
not gonna give it to you earlier :p

this is the only picture i found taken with you x=
i know i know, we have the just-woke-up look. lol

LOTS OF LOVE,
xuegie

baby, i'm down ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 07:14:00 +0000

baby, are you down down down down down
down down
even if the sky is falling down
down down

there'll be scar ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 05:36:00 +0000

i sensed something went wrong but i couldn't figure out what is it .
and i predicted something will happen and i don't want it to happen .

i dont know where will this lead to,
but i just dont want the screwed up past to repeat again.

-

all thanks to W, i've something epic to share .
clickhere hmm, i shall name it mr. spoony !

it's not over ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Thu, 29 Oct 2009 13:31:00 +0000

hello love !

it's been a longg time since i touch my lappie. whee, whut an achievement (:
it really feels like exam sudah over -like what esther said.
and i practically spent my whole 4periods at school chatting -.- so productive!

i bet all the form4s are still complaining about the sudden change of exam schedule . our exam should be ended on the 5th but extended till 13th. the pros of it is we'll have more time studying for each paper (but most of the remaining papers are paper1 which require your tembak skill. lol)
and heck, the last day of exam, 13th is PJK paper and its at 11.25PM ! wtf stupid school

hmm, after an hour of thinking, i still couldn't make up my mind where to have the dinner . making decisions is like harder than my chemistry paper -.-

i realise i'd been crapping a lot and making my own assumptions and theories at my paper3ss lol. okay, last paper3 tmr . till here! toodles!

7 miserable days ; 10 papers left
& 15 papers down :D

I adore you

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Thu, 29 Oct 2009 07:25:00 +0000

Chilling now on the sofa taking my sweet time checking mails and all .
It feels like my exams is already over -_- .

Those sleepless nights have been killing me . Imagine sleeping at 11/12am and waking up at 2/3am .
I have been doing this for more than a week and it finally affected me today . When i was trying to stand up and my right leg had no strength . Plus , i kept on dozing off when i'm reading chemistry .
Until it was 5 am and it hit me that i haven't revise yet . Oh well , guess i'll be doing the same thing again today .

Might be starting earlier so that i can sleep early , hehe .
Thanks for those that accompanied me . Sad to say that i'll be doing this for another 2 weeks .
So much for planning what i want to do after exams , now they extended the exams . Sigh .

Futhermore , i'm still thinking whether to go for prom or not , whether to get that dress that i saw last last week and also whether to go for dancing this saturday . Decisions :(
I hate making decisions . Sigh .

Let problems resolve by themselves . I can't force them to remember , can i ? At least we're still friends . :)
Lesson of the day , if you can't take jokes , don't start one . Trust me . Oh , i meant , believe me . Just kidding :)
Going to take a nap now and wake up later to study for chemistry paper 3 .

♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 06:05:00 +0000

it all happens in ONE NIGHT .
when i finally woke up from my long beauty sleep, my long hair got cut..
i repeat, my LONG hair got CUT ! & it is effing SHORT !!
and i've got totally NO IDEA which culprit did it -.- grrr

after these years, i finally know how do i look in short hair for once.

and all thanks to it, my day started on pretty well .
what a nightmare .

♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 14:19:00 +0000

Turning into : TANK - 如果我變成回憶

xuegietee needs to stop playing TapTap Revenge and other games.
xuegietee needs to watch lesser teevee.
xuegietee needs to get her retainer on sunday.
xuegietee needs to stay home more and concentrate more on her studies.
xuegietee needs to do some reading NOW and off to study and bed later on.

& xuegietee is so going to smack herself if she could not score a satisfying marks for her history and physics .

till here,
xx

It doesn't disturb me

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Mon, 12 Oct 2009 07:10:00 +0000

I still don't know how i ended up sleeping on the sofa when i remember sleeping on the bed . Damn .
I shouldn't have slept at 6am . Hahaha .
Well , at least i was studying while watching show of course .
But i kept on thinking how i really ended up sleeping on the sofa -_- .

Well , the new season of Gossip Girl is out . I love Chuck Bass !
More dramas and Hilary Duff is in the movie too .
Its a must watch !

Currently i'm planning on buying a camera , i'm still stuck deciding which to buy .
Should i buy the Canon IXUS 100 IS or Canon IXUS 120 IS ?
Help meeee !

There are 2 important birthday coming , still planning on what to buy though . Hahaha .
Give me some time kay ? =]

Yes yes , i know my post is very random . Haha .
I know i jump here and there .

I don't mind even a bit .
I'm more than over .
Things are just getting awkward .
I guess i've lost my spot in the hearts of each of you .
A little left out .
But , i can't expect much , we're in a different world .

determination ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sat, 10 Oct 2009 14:27:00 +0000

Turning into : Boys Like Girls ft Taylor Swift - Two is Better Than One

i'm sorry for how things are going lately with my mood swings and kinda stressed up when it comes to studies as my finals is just around the corner.
i'm pretty sure things will work out and go on fine again sooner or later .

and i'm sorry readers for not having materials to blog about for the past weeks -or i did have ><

whatever it is, i am not going to complain about me worrying about my finals anymore when i did not spend time revising my subjects at all .

i do believe, success comes from hard work .
despite i never practice it but the happy-go-lucky thing just wont work all the time i know.. what you should is just spend a lil time and concentrate on it (:

i do understand the theory now but i guess plain saying has no point.
actions like less slacking, less online, attend tuition, more revising should always be practiced . i can't gurantee i can do it but it won't harm trying your best to do it and you should try to !

this post did motivate me to get serious on my studies so i hope it will help you too.
and i'm sorry if i sound so serious suddenly. lol
time to kill lazy cells ! ciao

Take Care & All The Best !
xx

♥

Change of plans

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sat, 10 Oct 2009 10:46:00 +0000

Just got back from the ' Lelong Lelong Marketplace #2 Bazaar ' , it is held in Asia Cafe .
Lots of clothes sold there , not bad though .
I finally got to see those clothes that i have been eyeing on the net .
Well , one word , dissapointment . I guess they look good in pictures but not in real life .
The quality is a very big difference . So yea , especially those clothes where u see those pretty girls modelling for it . Hahaha .

What i bought ?

A pouch or whatever u call it , just a small sling bag .
A bag that is suppose to be my pencil box
Earrings
A dress that i have been interested . ( not really me though )

Actually there was another dress that i saw , but then , i don't have the money to buy it .
Sigh , wasted man , maybe when i have money , i'll buy it online . Hehehe .
To those that wants to go for the bazaar , tomorrow is the last day . Don't miss it =]

I just spent minutes reading my old post , man , i've gotta say , i've changed -_- .
And its not good . Hahaha . I much more , erm , how do you say it , not human ?
I have no more feelings already , damn damn .
What happened to me -_- . I dont likeee !
Anyway , exams for form 4 are coming , spm too .
Study hard and good luck friends =] .
Those that wants to study together , just give me a ring .
I'll be there . Hehehe .
I help you , you help me , right ?

Help me find myself like how I found you ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 15:38:00 +0000

Greetings to whoever that is reading this post .
I was just feeling bored and lazy to study .
Plus , i havent edit my EST presentation , is it possible that i can do it after exams ?

Anyway , what i have been doing for the whole day ?
I have been day dreaming , more like planning on what to do after exams , shhh .

I suddenly feel like doing things that i've never done before .
There isn't much time left , hahaha .

I know i know , i'm crapping tooo much .
The only reason why i'm writing this post is because i got nothing to do .
Well its better than reading those emo-like-poem post right ?
I don't update much , so to keep updated .

Follow me on twitter and facebook . =]
I'm much more active there . Hehehe .

Friends , please entertain me .
Strangers are welcome too . Hahaha .

with me ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 07:28:00 +0000

Turning into : Sum 41- With Me

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know
'Cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
That I won't let go

<333

♥

not so lovey ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 13:51:00 +0000

imagine,
10 subjects ; 21 papers in three weeks time

physics ; 5 chapters
chemistry ; 9 chapters
biology ; 9 chapters
add maths ; 11 chapters
maths ; 11 chapters
history ; 10 chapters
= 55 chapters

55 chapters in 3weeks times.
hmm, possible?

not to forget other subjects too .

proper updates soooooon i promise !
& Interact Installation 09/10 tomorrow !

♥

against yourself ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sat, 26 Sep 2009 14:33:00 +0000

I think i'm fallin for you <3

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 08:33:00 +0000

Friday , 18th of september

Went to KLIA again . This time its Ernest's turn . Haha .
Met a long lost friend there , but didn't had the chance to talk to him =( .

Sunday , 20th of September

Went to Sunway Lagoon with Jo Ee and her family . Overall it was okay . But the highlight of the day was body surfing .
We have been talking about how much we miss it . It is tiring but its really fun .
Now only i realised that not many people know about this sport . Haha .
So now you know . =]
Sadly , there were no pictures . Hehe .
My baby's camera broke down .

Monday , 21st of September

Thought of staying at home but in the end i got bored so i gave Jo Ee a call .
Then it was off to karaoke session in car4 . It was my first time going there though . The songs there were kinda old but then its quite cheap though .
After that i went to Jo Ee's house since i had nothing to do .
Then i went yam cha with Eason , Sonia and Michelle .

Tuesday and Thursday

Went to pasar malam and then went yam cha again . I realised that i have been going yam cha too much . zzz
Damn lifeless wei .

Friday

Woke up at around 2 something . Then Around 3 Jordan called , asking me to go midvalley . Since i had nothing to do , so i went there .
Hang out and chat with him , hahaha . Then after that Fai came and fetch me back .
Went home to change and off to pasar malam .
Then it was yam cha again with Lun , Hou , Fong , Fai and Jo Ee .
My whole holiday sounds very lifeless . I skipped some of the days cause those were the days that i stayed home .
Oh oh , but i came home early today . Improvement . Hahaha .

I feel like i'm getting worst day by day . Cannot !!

I dont want . =(

Friends , don't lose hope on me . =]

Change change . Hehehe .

Guide me kay ? :)

♥ Esther

you are my sunshine ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 14:12:00 +0000

taken at Hot Spring, Sg Klah ; slightly edited

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you made me happy when skies are gray
you'll never know dear, how much i love you
please don't take my sunshine away (:

xx

♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 16:16:00 +0000

forrkkkk, i don't wanna leave any steps away from KL tmr ! ):
so shity ! grrrr *geram geram*

Random

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 15:58:00 +0000

' Giving you a lighter doesn't mean encouraging you to smoke , giving you a condom doesn't mean asking you to use it '

Quoted by Fong to Fai .

There goes another blue moon before we meet again . Hahaha .

♥ Esther

♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sat, 19 Sep 2009 14:14:00 +0000

screw it, i can't seem to upload the video to blog .
i guess the file is too bigg . sigh
should i try youtube? @@

i ate a lot today !
had buffet lunch at Lemon Garden, Shangri la Hotel this afternoon and it was great ! my stomach had an enjoyable time there . yum yumm

later on headed to Tropicana Mall for some shopping and left to granny's place after that to pick cousins up ;cousins are overnighting here and i sense no peace .

after a long day out sure made me feel like sleeping any moment from now..
it rained all the while throughout my journey from KL to PJ and back home ):
no sunshine !

anyway,

Happy Raya !

take care loves, xx

I got a feeling

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 22:20:00 +0000

Where is the friend that understands me ?
Where is the friend that was by my side when i broke down ?
Where is the friend that changed me ?
Where is the friend that i miss ?

Are we even still friends ?
I heard from someone , and it seems like you hate me .
I just want to hear it from you .

I don't dare to greet you cause i'm afraid that you'll think i'm annoying .
I don't dare to stand close to you cause i'm afraid you'll think i'm stalking you .
I don't dare to even talk to you cause i'm afraid that you'll don't even want to talk to me .

Maybe , we do need some time off .
Cause this is getting more awkward each day .
To me , i dont mind .

♥ Esther

♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 13:52:00 +0000

it doesn't even feels like holiday
Raya break is just another disaster .

i got a feeling

♥

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 15:07:00 +0000

i guess the truth is always harsh and hurtful .
well, most of it perhaps .

gahh, i'm not being emotional here . just have this urge to post this .
nights readers ! happy monday !

cheers! , xx

♥

Somebody call 911

noreply@blogger.com (Esther Quah) — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 21:24:00 +0000

Litte cicak left to uk already .

This are few of the pictures that we took .
For more pictures , please view my facebook . =]
The photo quality isn't that good .
Blame my camera !
I need a new one . Hehe .

♥ Esther